Introduction
The past two months have been particularly challenging since
everyone knows the worst thing that someone struggling with any addiction can
do is isolate themselves. Isolation fuels anxiety, selfishness and fear; it also
tempts and enables us to do things we wouldn’t normally do. I will admit that
there have been a few times in my life when short periods of isolation were
helpful, but only if I purposefully sought rest and only for a short time at
most. Many doctors are now saying that two months of stay-at-home orders have
proven dangerous. Stress and anxiety increased significantly while access to
supportive people and coping resources were restricted. The Washington Post
released an article saying, “three months into the coronavirus pandemic, the
country is on the verge of another health crisis, with daily doses of death,
isolation and fear generating widespread psychological trauma.” The current
research will reveal much over the coming weeks and months, but it is safe to
say that an increase in suicides, substance abuse, physical abuse, depression,
and overdose deaths have increased due to the months of isolation.
Due to this second crisis, our Celebrate Recovery meetings
are once again open. We will meet every Tuesday at 7pm as before. That said, let’s get some recovery and
encouragement going.
Exam Prep 3
We’ve moved through the first 3 Recovery Steps.
Step one is basically
understanding that you cannot deal with your hurt or habit on your own.
Isolation is the worst thing you can do.
Step two is basically
understanding that God cares about you and He has the power and desire to help
you deal with your issues. God does that by changing you with the Truth, truth
about Himself, about yourself, and about your situation.
Step three is
choosing to commit all of your life and will to Christ’s care and control. He
loves you, not with the superficial, come-and-go kind of love so common today,
but with a deep and lasting love.
I’ve recently challenged you to start doing a couple things
as Step 4 inventory preparation: 1) read 1 John, Deuteronomy and Romans, 2) pray
often as 1 Thessalonians says, “pray without ceasing,” and 3) spend as much
time as possible interacting with other members of the Body of Christ, the
Church, especially those who understand Biblical addiction recovery.
I’ve talked about God leading Israel
through spiritual inventory as He led them from slavery in Egypt
to the Promised Land. The Book of Deuteronomy is that spiritual inventory. For
starters, God reminds them of how He freed them from their slavery. Along the
way they sometimes wanted to go back, especially if things got hard. It was
familiar, terrible but familiar. By contrast, their recovery was uncharted
territory for them. Also, in Deuteronomy God reminded them of the ups and downs
of the recovery journey and all they had learned so far. Sometimes they assumed
that once committed to their recovery and with God in control, they would
experience no more pain and suffering, only joy and happiness. That is not the
case. We still live in a fallen world were mankind creates much hostility,
hatred, resentment, abuse, neglect, etc against itself. Besides that, there are
consequences to our past addictions. For instance, if I nearly destroy my body
with drugs, alcohol, violence and/or sex, my recovery may very well not include
physical restoration to my pre-addiction condition. Another example is that if in
my addiction I have hurt other people around me, addiction does that, they may
not find healing. My recovery may have on-going consequences for someone else,
even if I make amends. God will work through such consequences in my life and
the lives of those around me as part of the process of recovering our minds and
desires.
As I pointed out last week, In Deuteronomy 9:1-2 God said through
Moses, “Hear, O Israel: You are to cross over the Jordan today, and go in to
dispossess nations greater and mightier than yourself, cities great and
fortified up to heaven, a people great and tall, the descendants of the
Anakim, whom you know, and of whom you heard it said, ‘Who can stand before the
descendants of Anak?’” In recovery, troubles, temptations and trials will come,
consequences of the addiction may also, but all of those help us learn to trust
God all the more. In trusting Him, God breaks the power of addiction and does
the hardest work, but you have to cooperate with Him. You have to yield to His
will and to do that you need to have some understanding of what His will is. That
only comes by studying the Bible and interacting with His people, the Church.
However, it you keep trying to recover on your own you will
be doing so with an addicted mind, twisted desires, faulty information and the
kind of wisdom that led you into addiction in the first place. That is why so
many addicts move from one addiction to another. If alcohol becomes an
undeniable problem, the addict works hard to stop but simply switches to some
other addictive substance or practice, leading to two or more primary
addictions. Think ahead to Joshua and the Conquest, which came just after the
inventory of Deuteronomy. Jericho
was the first city Israel
came upon and it had a huge double wall and was well fortified. How did Israel
take it? By marching around once per day
for 6 days, then seven times on the seventh day. They then shouted and the
walls fell. Totally a God thing! He did the hard work and He supplied the
victory. All Israel
had to do was follow His instructions, as strange as they seemed. Ai was the
next city. Do you remember what happened there?
Read Joshua 7:1-12.
They sent a very small company to take Ai and got their
butts kicked! Frankly, they’d have been defeated if they’d taken the whole army.
Why? Because before all of this, God told Israel
to take nothing from Jericho once
it fell, calling it “accursed” (see Joshua
6:18 ). But one guy
disobeyed and took some of the accursed stuff and buried it in his tent. They
didn’t obey and so when the next battle came (Ai), they were trying to take it
in their own strength. They utterly failed. God then addressed the problem and the
accursed things were destroyed. God will do all the hard work…like taking Jericho .
We just need to diligently follow His instructions, be faithful and don’t hold
onto any of the “accursed” things.
Conclusion
Is God leading you into spiritual inventory? Remember where
you were so that you can appreciate how He leads you out. It builds your trust
in Him and love for Him. The Spiritual Inventory is a not a divine beat-down.
It is a healthy reminder not to repeat past rebellion and to be thankful for
His rescue. Along the way, God is changing your mind and desires for your good
and His glory.
Hope to see you on Tuesday.
Grace & Peace,
Pastor Mark